so basically I idiotically took up a second job carrying heavy loads of dishes and doing intensive scrubbing so now I do that for five days a week, it's loads of fun leaving me no time. Frankly it is wearing me out, I kinda regret taking the second job, I should have taken a job like basket weaving. I mean I'm learning alot, it's just exhausting, on one of my two days off I meant to cook but I was far too tired for it, I don't know, I'll deal with it as usual.